smiles can overpower frowns!

Hello!!!.. so today is a whole new day!! i keep forgetting about my blog.. but i will try my best to keep up!! so i realized that when we are sad we definitely act and speak as if our world is coming to an end.. but oh my there are so many wonderful things yet to enjoy!! today is friday and its been a pretty crazy week. i spoke to someone i havent spoken to in about 2 years and even though it wasnt an acutal conversation i think it may have been the beginning of the barrier breakdown process.. don't know if that makes much sense but ONE DAY AT A TIME!!..

smiling i think is one of the greatest things ever!! i kinda brought it upon myself to smile this week.. its tough because certain circumstances can change that for us. for example a close friend is in the hospital and even though her spirit is high she is in pretty bad shape.. we are all praying so that she can get better and most important be able to walk again.. and those are the things that can make our smiles go away, however i need to remember to thank God that its not me laying on that hospital bed therefore i will continue to smile! life is wonderful!! and when u r doing things right its even better!!

MOTTO: SMILE LIKE THERE IS NO TOMORROW!!!

The end is only a new beginning..

So this weekend was pretty crazy.. dealt with a lot of crap from the person i loved the most and now here i am all alone but more than ready to continue my life and find myself once again... cuz yes i totally did lose myself.. i guess we get so caught up on pleasing others and we forget that the most important person to us should be ourselves... i forgot to smile because i really meant it.. but i don't want to lose that ever again.. i want to smile because i really am happy.. my heart is simply broken right now but i guess there really isnt anything that time and God cant heal.. i am putting all my trust in him and of course thanks to some friends i will definitely be able to move past this tough moment of my life and i will be okay.. tomorrow is another day and i cant wait to see what it brings.. God is wonderful and even though many time i guess i totally forget that he has it all under control, the wonderful thing is that he doesnt forget about me... thats where my true happiness lies.. in God!...

first blog! not a good morning!!

this is my first blog ever. i normally like to write my thoughts down sometimes i actually come out with good stuff.. but today i decided to join the blogging family. and i think ill be good at it.. jsut gotta keep up.. not sure what i should write.. but ill figure it out.. i guess i shold start off by saying this morning was a very tough morning.. i dealt with too many things at once.. i was about to find myself in a world of chaos all alone. it was a scary moment. but luckily somehow someone had mercy on me.. not too sure what to say about that one.. ummmm sometimes i think whats the purpose of fighting for something so much if at some point its all meaningless.. i mean who ever really wins and gets everything they want.. havent met that person yet!.. i guess we are meant for greater things and meant to have that peace and happiness but why fight for it. i mean youde think we do enough good to deserve it.. but i guess thats just it.. everything is never enough! i guess just gotta deal with that.. i want to turn this around.. anyway ill check in later!!.. ummm bye i guess!